old habbits die hard

I thought I shook myself free. You see I bounce back quicker than most, but I'm half delirious, it's too mysterious (You walk through my walls like a ghost)
And I take every day at a time, I'm proud as a lion in his lair. Now there's no denying it, and no decrying it -You're all tangled up in my head
Old habits die hard. 
Harder than November rain
Old habits die hard.
Hard enouhg to feel the pain
I act like an addict, I just got to have it
I never can leave it alone
And I can't give you up, can't leave you alone. And it's so hard, so hard...and it's hard enough to feel the pain  

Old soldiers just fade away